my name was on the t-shirt... see?... hehe.. too bad this t-shirt got to go too.. i will miss you drama t-shirt... 

the PLay that i was in... khekhe... not too bad.. i picked up alot of skills and knowledge from all that play-acting... Thanks to this, i ended up in the Police Musical.. khekhek.. 

you see i was kind of loud in JC.. so i was told to audition for the school play.. haha.. what an experience.. i ended up with 2 roles.. a soldier and the brother in law of the main character.. hehe.. and this is the T-shirt i was entitled to.. too bad im throwing it away.. its all out of shape now.. i love you drama T... 

MY Orgasmic(not WET) Dream

oh yah.. i must include this dream i had 2 nights ago.. i woke up so satisfied... wow.. great feeling...

(in my Dream)
I was walking along an aisle.. alone and with a musical instrument that is used for dikir barat(the ibu and anak thing lah)

then a group of yuppies walked passed me.. about 6 of them.. and then one of them, wearing a blue shirt and gelled hair, knee-d me right at my abdomen.. and i got all angry... so i whacked that fucker inside out.. but i concentrated mainly on his face.. cos its so good to punch the face, esp the eyes... but i was so enjoying myself that i beat up all of his friends.. i didnt know why they didnt retaliate... maybe they did but who cares, its my dream right?

having beaten up 6 kids and making all their faces all swollen(thanks to pinpoint punching), i woke up so happy... yeah...

next time i want to include kicking in my dreams.. hmmm..

I saw this huge bouncy2 thing at marine parade... wow.. it was so fun.. and so big... i was so happy to play with it.. some st pats kid were laughing at me when i took this pic.. wait thill they grow up and miss all these playground equipments...  

Our Bus ride to ECP... Shades man... Shades are so important... look at the strong sun rays... thankfully we have our shades on...  

Wonderful day!!!

i had such a great day yesterday... all that looking forward to the date was so worth it... its been so long since we've actually go out the whole day and spent the time together like that... i've been so busy with studying and all... haiyah... anyway...

i started the day feeling all ache-y.. training the day before had its demands and effects.. khekhe.. then off to paint the flower racks.. so time consuming.. took me 1.5 hours to completely paint the 2 flower racks.. what to do.. im on holiday anyway..

the left for Tampines to meet Tembamz... yeah... she will be late, so i went to the library.. checked out some Orgasm Guide i found... khekhe... Great knowledge you know.. lhekhke...

we went to Pizza HUt.. so best... we were so full.. all buncit and sleepy... i slept on the bus.. so sleepy.. my body need energy to convert all that cheese to sugars... Tembamz say that i look so serious when i sleep.. haiyah.. everything also serious lah..

The blading session was so tiring... i fell, she fell and we both fell.. khekhekhe... we ended up using only 1 hour.. not the whole 2 hours... too tired... khekhek... i pitched up the tent... had such a good time by the sea.. in the tent... and the moon was all romantic... just like in the movie.. except that its at East Coast.. not some beach in the movie..

overall... the best day and night i had since the start of school.. thank you holiday for making this possible... khekhe...

and yes a picture of my pretty Tembamz... the smile was the number one attraction... well so does evrything else too you know.. yummy..  

This was the Pic from our ultimate frisbee game at Sentosa... khekhe... i think it looked like a postcard.. me in the front right foreground.. DArwis screw strecthing in the right background... Shazmin in cool shades, left foreground.. and a little bit of licia's skirt... i was captain for our team you know... but of course we lost.. khekhe.. no harm done... 

another sticker on the Malaysian Tourism bus... a discussion going on... all i had to do is pose as though i was there with them on the sticker.. but too bad, no one oe the sticker was looking or paying attention to me... khekhekh... 

ITs been so long since i've put up images in my blog. maybe this will be humour inducing... here is my cuzzin Raido.. drinking Teh Tarik from the MAMAK on the bus decoration.. khekhekhe....and the MAMAK is actually looking at him and smiling... khekhek... 

lovely and fulfilling day...

fantastic... thats waht i had to say about my day... i woke up fresh and fresh... at 7.30am.. i was so not feeling guilty about not studying on monday... khekhe.. what the fucking heck lah...

so... this why i was so happy:

1. I managed to complete my kinematics module.. up to where the test will be tested (is this a play of words, Fuck) i did some serious speed studying... i think i did 12 lectures in 3 hours... but pls, evrything else except for the lst 4 chapters was revision... Thanks for the thought that it was something amazing though... khekhekh
2. I complete 2 complete tutorials of complex numbers.. well not exactly 2 WHOLE tutorials.. just 1.8999 tutorials... khekhe.. i didnt manage to do the last 2 questions of the 2nd tutorial.. had to rush off for training... but come on marn, i think i deserve some credit for doing it in such a short time.. such a breeze.. wait till the later tutorials.. confirm it wont be as easy.. khekhe
3. Training had never been so tough since school started... so best.. i love tough trainings.. make me feel proud that we are not softies.. and i like to see the faces of concentration on everyone... it aspires me that we are a team of determination...
4. 3 rounds of warm up... nice and slow.. afcourse no one talked.. maybe they feel scared... then the sprinting... 300m of nice interval sprinting... so best.. nothing's better than sprinting when it comes to developing muscles for strong kicks... next, stairs to heaven.. x3... hehehe... i was so fucking tired by then marn.. but i guess the endophons kicked in.. lastly, 3 rounds of cooldown...
5. happy happy happy... running makes me all happy

life can be so tough on top... a balance of evrything must be achieved... i feel so inspected.. like i have to beat my own expectations.. i dun know.. i want to lead this team to even greater heights.. but i cant be friends with evryone.. i think i lost some part of me when i took up this post.. the carefree me, who was so fanatical about silat.. now its all about the team.. there is nothing left for the fanatic in me.. team i hope we stay strength in strength.. and prove to others that we are still the under dogs...

Windows are not kept. Windcreen are never kinked. I think the time has come again.. kikiki..

Go figure..

Great Silat Outing

I think we manage to break down some barriers last night... the newbies were now more comfortable with us.. so happy to see that... we had our meal together at "let's Eat"... the servings were huge.. but most of us was really gobbling the food down our throat.. hungry beb...

kehkehke... we had a fun time over the meal.. ordering the food... waiting for everyone.. and eating together... best abis... kehkhe... and best of all, im going to get my Halal Mooncake... so happy.. i hope its free... khekhe...

im at home now.. study mode.. cant to go school.. need to accompany my brother in law to the polyclinic.. i think he's down with dengue..

i saw something that really touched my heart yesterday... i was driving to tuition, with my parents.. it was along mandai road.. was driving at a decent speed.. then i saw an accident on the other side of the road..

i saw a motocycle lying on its side in the centre lane.. a van had stopped to help out and i think there was a car too...

it wasnt the arrangement of the vehicles that got me all emotional.. it was the position of the bodies...

what i saw really made me think that life is so precious that we must really preserve it, at all cost..

there was agrass verge in between the two roads... and i saw a person with his helmet on, lying on the grass verge facing down.. he was so lifeless.. his arms were wide apart, his body was in a shape of the cross.. next to him was another person with his helmet on, kneeling next to the body. i couldnt see the expression on his face.. i was such a sad sight...

the police and ambulance was not there yet... i suddenly imagined myself being the person that is kneeling down.. how does it feel to immediately lose a loved one just like that.. in the centre of the road... is life so easy to lose??

that sight really got me thinking.. i love my life and i love the people around me.. i do not wanna lose the lives that i love in such a fashion.. i must have been really traumatic for that person.. to see his friend in such a state.. to see him in suffering, or worse, to see him die in such a manner...

May God Bless that Soul...

Me the impulsive buyer...

i cant help it... there's just so many things that i saw that i wanna buy..

the sweater at far east.. cost $200

the clock made of exposed gears... dun know how much it costs...

the glow in the dark alarm clock... changes colour every other hour..

any i bough a notebook... so funky... but i dont know what im going to use it for... damn.. costed me $16.50... but i really liked it.. maybe can be used as formula book.. or maybe the organiser for next year.. or maybe just as collector's item...

haiyah.. i was like dragging Tembamz into every other shop.. khekhee...

so what else did i spent my money on..

i dun know.. and im afraid to find out.. who cares.. i deserve some financial freedom right?

going for the finals 2moro... my Team's first outing.. next stop hari raya.. better get the bus full this time round...

thank you Tembamz for being such a tolerant girlfriend... i was such a bully today.. khekhe...

Great Fun

yessa again...

we had such a great time just now.. everything went well... we all met at SRC.. to watch the soccer match that never occured... khekhe.. the prime league team must have known that the SUPPORT FAHMI MAMAK CLUB will be there...

we waited and waited for that mamak's training to end.. the place was so humid and hot.. no wind some more haiyah... and everybody was there.. Yan Muk, Ahmad, Razak Boyan, Amirul Tiang, Shahid Wak, Yanto and Kotak...

so we all headed to ZAM zam... Syahid Hockey joined us along the way.. great meal.. murtabak and so tension within us.. cos the one that loses his temper will pay for evrything... khekhe..

then off to retro... a shisha place... i think we made so much noise.. and man did we really smoke.. khekhee... the shisha was great... honeydew and apple... khekhe... we watch the news... gruesome head at Orchard... Fuckers... then Watched Extreme makeover.. and we splitz...

superb time together (other than school).. lets have a well deserved break.. monday we'll start with all the catching up again... must buck up..

luckily i did well for the materialz test.. cos if i didnt, i will be forbidden from going to 10 straight bazaars (no more ramly burger)... oh.. the horror... the horror....

Finally Its all Over

yessa....

NOW i can finally rilek....

it had been a really hectic period for me lately... so many tests over so many weeks.. i just cant be bopthered to count the tests i had so far... but, what im really sure of is that i had spent 3 entire weekends studying... no fucking absolute rest for so long...

weekends are like the holy rest time for me and my brain. The weekend is a resort retreat complete with a spa.. its the time that i get to bathe in utter slow-mo.. enjoy wy freedom from all that education slavery during the week.. when i can ponder about other things, other than my studies... when i can read the newspaper and check out all the handphone offers... check out all the new cars that are in town.. check out the prices of the cars... check out the jobs that i can apply for when i graduate (in RECRUIT)...

its the time for all that... its the time to catch up on my sleep.. the time to catch up on my friends.. my Tembamz...

but for 3 FUCKING WEEKENDS, i didnt get to do all that... i fell sick, my concentration got bad and i got sick of studying...

i dont study on weekends.. it makes me go crazy if i do.. makes me lethagic... makes me oh so bored and sick of life in education...

and the only time that i study during weekends is the Crucial 1 month before exams... that i am prepared for...

Silat was great yesterday... the Outing to the bazaar with the fighters was even better.. and the Burger was truly authentic.... kehkhe... thats 3 days in a row that i ate the REAL ramly burger at Boon lay.. kehkhehke

My tests were lukewarm... i busted my Thermo and Mechanics... My maths was ok ok... but im truly haoppy for my Materials and Kinematics... So happy... i really studied hard and get glorious results for it.. the rest, Studied hard but DAMN FUCTUP...

Studying pays marn...

The crew will be coming to support Fahmi's match at SRC later.. then we are all going to chill... maybe not at ECP, cos not enough transport... maybe ZAM ZAM lah... i feel like eating murtabak...

and again today, i saw a lady with her disgusting SPIDERS.. worse of all, she was wearing a top with sleeves, and yet, her spider were so all over the place.. Fucker non-shavers... dey, shave lah, shave....

2moro my date with tembamz... going to look for prezzies and a common watch.. our 5th yr coming real soon... (1 mth's time)

Happy anniversary BABY!!!

Depressed

Its been so long since i last blogged...

Life had been hectic and tough lately... I had so many tests... and i can only say that im confident for onli one of it... I couldnt do thermo and Mechanics.. and i studied for it... maybe it wasnt enough... maybe i need a really rude shock to really fucking wake me up...

i really feel so wasted... i fell sick many times.. never had my mch deserved weekend breaks for 3 weeks already... all these test are draining me out...

and finally i am depressed... i was comparing myself with some close friend.. he is so achieveing things.. and i really feel that im such an underachiever... fuctup.. what to do.. Alfi muk gave me a good sermon about why i shouldnt feel this way...

everyone else was encouraging me and consoling me... thank you everyone.. thanks Tembamz and Kotak... and you too Abg Muk....

Everyone except my parents... They are starting to blame me for my silat... they think i do not study cos of silat... but, mum and dad, life being chairman will not be a smooth ride... i have so many things to do... so much work to delegate too... so much thinking to make...

haiyah... im studying for my manufacturing test now.. my break is up... tonight my midnight oil burns strong... thank you red bull...

Raihan janggut mahaguru swimming: i hope you rest your limbs well.. still waiting for any of your fabulous and intriguing feedbacks... i hope you get well soon.. rest well bro..

life is a journey
without a map
you only plan your route
but you can never expect what's to come
take things one at a time
you'll be amazed by how easy tasks can be managed, once they are dissected...

Just a dumb poem..

(i saw this lady's armpit hair, she's young, wearing sleevess top, and even when her armpits are not exposed, i could see the freaking thick black hair sticking out... so thick.. YUCKS>.... ladies: pls shave)

im such a pig.

What i did just now:
went to the gym (20 mins)
did the quads, triceps, biceps and lats. x3
cant to any pecs cos that fucking guy with the cap was hogging the machine.
did one lap of slow run (warm up)
one really fast lap (1min30secs)
Silat Training( the place was like a fucking sauna)

What i ate after all that:
1 packet mee maggi curry with one big egg.
5 chucks of teriyaki chicken.
1 huge serving of swensen's fries (reheated in the toaster)
2 WanTONs.
1 glass of cold water.
i bottle of vitagen peach flavour.
1 can of 100 plus.
1 can of coke light.

i think i am such a pig. its passed midnight now. and i am so full.
Shit.. i am so gonna all pot bellied!!! fuck..

Teacher's day

I remember all of my teachers
The good the bad and the not so best
but i have one thing to say
i was never an easy student
i was the devil in class
difficult to handle
rude ignorant self centred
but teachers all did not give up on me
i can never repay the kind deeds they've done
they were patience
they never wanted to get back at me
cos maybe, they knew later on in live that i realise all these
Thank you Teachers
Thank you for everything...