i was so upset abt the beach that i looked around for another beach... and voila!! i found it... a ten minute walk.. 

can you see my scar... haha.. this is the wood lookalike rock... cant find much wildlife here... just small transparent prawns... skipping mudskippers... and small striped fishes... i was expecting jellyfishes, octopus...maybe some huge crabs... haiyah upset beb... 

the damn disappointing beach... i was expecting pristine white sand beaches... and all i got was rocks that looked like wood... bloody hell... but i did venture out as far as i can... 

the kids playing bubbles.. i really like this pic... the bubbles... they are so fun to play with... and the kids will make so much noise to pop the bubbles that i blow... 

oh yes oh yes oh yes

hello everybody...
come and welcome the recovering ridzwan...
after many many sleepless nights with the pain in my right arm, the throbbing pain when its cold, the unbearable pain when i pull and push my hand straighter and more bent... ow ow eooww...

things are really getting so bright for me... true... i had been such a mess during this period... i had really taken this time to reflect on the changes i have to make in my life...

i cant take up contact sports... strictly running, swimming and cycling...
i cant carry heavy things with my right arm... makes me less a macho man..
i cant afford to play too much cos my studies as lagging...

but what are the things that i can do now... the little things that i took for granted...
can squeeze my blackhead on my nose now...
can brush my teeth with my right hand...
can swim...
can put on my contact lens with my right hand...

i've learned to be patient through this stage of my life...
i wont recover immediately... time will tell...
i cant get things instantly...
thank you family, tembamz, friends for your advises and support...

i came out emotionally stronger now...

i did alot of stuffs lately... been swimming...
shopping.. watching movies... visited the GE rally to have a look at MM Lee...
eating out... travelling... reading... everything except study... hehehe...

my EID will kick off next week... and my comeback to Hall Seven will be next week too...
hhaha... the guys are going to do spring cleaning cos the bloody room is really really so dirty...

i had an SMS conversation with this guys called zul today...
really really weird situation...
he asked me who i was... i said i was recovering and asked who is this(cos i dun know who he is)...
he told me he is zul... the diver... khekhe...
i dont know any zul diver...
he asked if i work at clementi doing admin...
hell no...
obviously wrong person... he didnt get the msg...
apparently he enjoys this conversation...
asked me whether i am working and how old i am...
i have a very strong feeling he thinks im a lady...
then he gave me this mushy msg saying he didnt mean to disturb me.. and he just recovered from a coma.. he went diving and then got a coma and was found on the seabed...
ok...
and he had lost his memory...
so being neutral, i said its ok.. and wished him a speedy recovery...
and then....
when i was sleeping this evening, he msged me... again...
asking me if i had eaten... in a very mushy way...
oh wow... how flattering to have a guy ask me that...
i did the right thing... i ignored his msg...
yucks....

2moro's my doc appointment and xray...
i hope to hear good news from the doc...