i miss Tembamz so much that i need to put a pic of us together... here's the time when i had my presentation in school... i was so pale.. i think i look ugly next to her... no chance to look pretty next to a pretty girlfriend... haha.. i miss you Tembamz...  

yeap... that was my former hairstyle... 3 stripes on the left and a tail at the back... it kind of look disgusting but what the heck... i'll play around with my hair while i still have it... and yes, those are my new esprit glasses... haitz... i miss the hair... no its just short and boring... 

mentally drained and bored.. need i say anything else? 

and what would exams be without the exams stress cousing you to fall sick?? it all comes as a package.. so well.. here's the remedy... lots of vitamin C (redoxon and HiCee) and lots of good ol plain water.. and as a bonus we threw in lots of cheap facial tissue too.. courtesy of scottex... and just to keep us in check with reality, we always have our pile of notes in front of us to remind us that its still a long long war against the exams...  

the lovely and colourful notes that i created... so best... they look so good that if they were candy, i would eat it and admire it at the same time.. haha... anyway, this is Heat Transfer... I LOVE heat transfer... it makes me feel so HOT and SEXY... i think i can relate the whole of engineering to sex... i think i can lah.. give the slight edge over the normal geeky boring engineer... khekekhek *evil and 'look down at others' laughter... 

how else to vent your anger when you know whatever youre doing is all wrong... step 1) swiftly and angrily draw diagonal lines that are of consistent distances from each other. step 2) tear part of if not all of the sheet of paper. step 3) just crush it in the shortest time possible.. and voila!.. you've successfully vented part of the anger... MP3002 = Mechanics of Deformable Solids... ( this module is so WOW).. no further comments... 

an artistic moment i had when i was so so drained doing heat transfer... my notes with tasteful colour play using irregularly shaped NIPS chocolate coated peanuts... nice kan? 

another one of my smiley pictures... haha.. so happy to be away from school and seeing the outside world... i was cooped up in school for 3 straight weeks.. was in Pulau Nanyang for studying rehabilitation... haha..  

our new found mum in silat... she nags and nags and whines and whine... and we all love to beat her to shut up.. haha... but i nag and whine too... but then again, im different tau.. diki is the new silat boy..
 

just feeling happy that i could take a break from studying here.. the silat raya outing... and i was at Tembamz place before this.. had a 3 hour chat with her mum.. haha... i think i talk a lot lah.. cute right this pic... but i think my cheeks are abit too chubby... model material... hahha... as if..  

the tuition kids having a great time at idaly's place... we ate and ate... all of us are pigs lah... hahha...  

the silat gang who was there for the raya outiing... here we're at abg "shoulder poping" rizlan.. just married, has a car, a new home.. wow right? my idol.. everyone's who goning to get married soon idol.. 

my other cousins... ana put on a bit of weight... she needs for TKD training... we took 5 -6 pics over and over again just to make sure everyone's faces are in the pic.. haha..  

then thee's the hari raya saga... haha... i was busy preparing for exams.. but nevermind lah, family comes first... my guy cousins... all of us other than the one in the center will be going for river rafting and caving later next week.. the center guy is underaged (14 yrold).. 

now its time for some visuals... i thought these grapes looked so nice in the pic... it was what we ate for our break fast... before our training.. haha.. cant eat much.. cos we might vomit during training (which happened a couple of times lah ah)  

oh my God... i miss my Tembamz... Pls come back quick girlfriend..

ok... i've been going out everyday... really.. everyday... and i've never felt guilty abt it before.. can you believe it, feeling guilty for going out everyday... i've been going here lah, going there lah... maybe, im feeling insecure abt being alone... khehe...

so i went out on friday, went out yesterday and went out today... will be going out 2moro, training on tuesday and will go out on wednesday too... there's training on thursday and the sending off of the singapore Asean University Games contigent.. then im sure i'll stay home on friday.. and YES, Tembamz will be back by saturday!!! yahoo!!

been sleeping late everyday too.. watching prison break till 3plus.. like im so ill-discipline... why like that? nevermind lah, i miss enjoy all i can before attachment starts..

the guys decided to go for a Taman Negara trip to rough it out.. four of us.. cousins... they'll all grown up now.. time to show them badder world...

the deadline is fast approaching.... oh no... im going to miss it... i'll no longer be garang... the deal i bargained with my dad will have to be honoured... its time to cut my hair.. the tail at the back will be cut loose... damn... no more punkass look.. just normal mundane mohawk.. but well, at least it get to keep the hairstyle for a week.. haha... talking my way out with my dad... nice try wan..

my friend Kak Lini got married just now.. and i did my usual pencak silat Kuntao Style.. haha... thats 2 weeks in a row doing silat for weddings... proud of myself... met up with the other Kuntao kids... had a long talk cos we've not seen each other for years... catching up time...

i feel bulked up.. but i still feel fat... need to run more... i want to impress Tembamz will the "brand new ME who's not as fat as during the exam period"..

went to my aunty's place too just now.. so much food... roti kirai, fried chicken, nasi goreng, wanton, goreng pisang, mee hoon goreng, lots of fishballs... pigged-out as usual...

girlfriend-girfriend.... come back quick ok... or at least make the 12 days go by quicker... i miss you..

will put up pics soon.. cos im too lazy to look for the camera dock... my room's in a mess.. since i shifted from school to home... haha.. i'll wait for my results before i tidy up lah... for security sake...

nights...

what I've been up to...

hahha... so i sent beautiful Tembamz of to the airport... but i think everyone was shocked with my new punk hairstyle.. hahha... not a lasting impression that i want my future in-laws to have... khekhkhe... ok so besides that (i've always liked the bad boy image).. i had a long chat with zaid.. and he sent me home... hahha... mcm girlfriend dier you... hkehkehe... yeap, we talked abt how we're planning the future and all... an uphill task, but we'll happily do it anyway.. khekhe...

i spent the entire day at vivocity on wed.. as usual.. it was walk walk and lots of walk... nevermind lah, i can burn off the calories.. haha.. but i feel lighter already now... but i ate a lot at west coast... cant blame me, blame the weather... it was hot then it started to rain... so rain always makes me hungry... so i ate a prata plaster and mee hoon goreng with mata lembu.. yum yum...

stayed over at Abg Izz's place supposedly to watch soccer with Uji... but the, Uji had stomach problems and i was not interested in the game anyway.. so we ended up carrying out the mentos and coke experiment... and wow, abt 3 bottles coke, we made it... the bottle went over the trees and we were so orgasmic at 3 plus am at teban gardens..

woke up late.. was late for training... missed the punishing run.. and me body aching all over now.. i did manage to squeeze in a bit of gym (im so into losing weight and looking good) after training.. then there was healthy yong tau fu for lunch...

i thot i was going to sleep when i get back... i was sleeping like all over the MRT seat from jurong.. but what the heck, i couldnt care less... tired beb.. i got home and started painting the hall... 4 hours later i was done with the first coat... maybe i'll do the second coat 2moro or next week lah.. tired beb (again)...

im starting to feel the pinch... tembamz had been away for 2 days already... and im getting restless... i need her... i need her.. i need her.. no one calls me or msg me... sad kan? my phone battery had lasted 3 days already... due to the lack of usage.. haitz... i miss tembamz... get home quick ok dear.. im already counting down...

got to jog at 6am later.. lose weight, lose weight...

back from outer space

wow... my last entry was 30 sept eh... khekhkhe.. been a long long time lah... i had been to "outer space" as mentioned by Tembamz.. khekhe... so why am i so super duper busy that i couldnt blog?.. alah you know lah kan... the usual lah... it was the Fasting month.. and staying in Hall wasnt a brilliant idea... everyday need to worry abt what to eat at dawn... alah you know lah...

then there was my busy quizzes period... plus i was caught by the HAll officer that im illegally squatting in a room that is not mine... hkhekhe... tough luck bro... i was almost $400 poorer, no thanks to that scheming thin lady who couldnt give and take with me...

then there was raya and my busy studying for exams... so many things right? haiyah... i tell you man, studies are never gonna get any easier... damn... i was bloody hell struggling with my 8 core modules... lab was time consuming cos there was two projects to do... the rest of the modules werent such a breeze either... i was aiming of A's for my year 2 modules, cos i am taking it for the second time( broke my arm before my sem 2 year 2 exams remember?) but i guess, it was not realistic lah... khekhhke... target to high lah beb...

then the yr 3 modules were tough too... exams were killers... hahha... glad that its all over now... i didnt go home for 3 straight weeks.. no thanks to exams...

ok and now abt my life other than studies... khekhekhe... life is not all abt studying only tau... yah?!... so things between me and Tembamz are back on track... she gave me all the time she could, and i gave her some advice on how to deal with her time more efficiently... so that aside... i went out with her for our anniversary... and also for raya... other than that, we didnt get to spend time together... (cos its exams period lah) i also sleep early.. so no chance to talk for a long time..

anyway, now that exams are over, i'm going out with her everyday... cos Tembamz will be heading to Melbourne for 12 days... so best right... im kind of scared lah... im going to miss her badly tau... i dun know.. i was optimistic by saying that 12 days isnt too long... but 12 days with nothing else to do and no girlfriend to talk to will be a long long long time... haiyah... nevermind lah...

now after some editing of my status, Im still Attached and Unavailable... khkehke... Tembamz said i will be single but unavailable when she's away... but after some deep thoughts abt my cheekiness, she decide to drop the status... khekhekhe... as usual, the staus does not matter to me cos nobody wants me anyway... other than yours truly "little Miss TEmbamz"...

i went out with tembamz so many times for the pass 6 days... wednesday, thursday, friday and monday... yalah... she'll be away and i was away in "outer space"... wednesday was present buying day... i bought her a black esprit watch... i liked it... and she bought me a pair of puma sneakers.. we thought it will be $159.. but it was actually $89 with a further 10% discount... so i made used of the remainder of my "birthday present credits" and bought an esprit pair of striped pants... so best... that too had a discount that we werent aware of, until we paid for it...

and guess what, i bought a pair of avaitors from esprit... it was suppose to be $119... but... jeng jeng jeng... when i paid for it, there WAS YET ANOTHER DISCOUNT THAT WE'RE NOT AWARE OF... so wow wow wee wah right... khekhekhe... there was a freakin 30% discount... so so best... coolness beb...

ok.. so i went bugis and marina on wednesday, cleared up my room on thursday, went vivo on friday ( the fireworks was superb.. i was wondering if fireworks are like visual human orgasms) my aunt got married over the weekend... and finally, i met tembamz again on monday for just pak-toh (aka jalan2, walk2, go out). so best right... but i was abit cranky yesterday, cos i've not been having sufficient sleep..

i really pray that my girl comes back safe and sound after the trip... its gonna be something new for her, leaving the family for a distant land... but we're adults not... time to look after oneself... go and have your fun and the time of your life sweetie... boyfriend will be here "patiently" waiting for girlfriend to come back... in the mean time, i think i'll be a bookworm convert...

i've got training later... im so full of angst... time to kick and punch... YAHOO.... so so best... time to sweat like a pig and curse and swear... hehhe... i love being punished during training... makes me appreciate life more... khekhe... plus im all soft and fat now... i think i'll be punished hard lah... khekhe...

cut my hair just now... oh so out of the world... i dont even know what to call it... i even have 3 stripes on my left side... nevermind lah... my last chance to play around with my hair... cos come attachment, need to tone down... employer impression comes first... im going Singapore Aero Engine for 6 months... YAHOO... thank you GOD for answering my prayers...

to my girlfriend who's leaving tonight, enjoy yourself as much as you can ok dear... i'll be fine here... will be missing you alot... very alot..