i need to write to express myself

yeap... its true... i seriously need to write to express myself... hahaha... where the hell had i been lately man... i dun know... i was just so damn bloody busy and then i just didnt have the time or at least the train of thoughts to pen down my thoughts....

oh well.... suddenly im feeling all restless now... maybe it was because i had not been exercising lately... 2 weeks plus i guess... thats a long long time not to exercise... haitz...

and that security guard at Seraya was warning me to be careful about the size of my tummy... he said, its getting bigger and i should guard myself and put all preventive measures in place before my tummy becomes like him... and ewww... his tummy is really big... af course the orange overalls cannot disguise it at all.... I DUN WANT TO BE LIKE THAT!!!

oh well, i think from now, i need to make some changes to my life... got to work out... i wanna look good and feel good... yeap, im a vainpot... we all know that... but also i want to look good for cupcake too...

i wanna go back to my jock days (but i have a strange feeling that it will all be a distant past which i will start to brag about when i'm sitting at coffeeshop discussing about my good ol youthful days).. hahaha...

so what are the preventive measures??? hmmm.... fasting on monday and thursday... this will be beneficial to the belt tightening that i need to do (due to the economic crisis, the slowly but surely expanding waist of mine, and lastly to excercise some self control or restraint... fasting will help control your SEXUAL THOUGHTS.... hahaha...)

and so yah... but my usual procastinating self will say that it'll start next week... hahhaa...

i had super underestimated the income tax... looks like it will disrupt my savings... hmm... another reason to performing a belt tightening procedure... hahaha... (i wonder if my waist will be 24 inch after all these???) hahaha... wishful thinking...

I've got so many things coming up this year... and im still planning them out...

work will get really hectic from may onwards... overseas courses in may and june... my KPI will depend on how well i perform in August and October... oh well... and pending a transfer end of year... cant wait for exposure to new things and earn my "been there and done that" badge...

anyway, enough of work...

3 weeks of reservist and 1 day MC... apparently, i had not found the comfort zone after i left for reservist... been enjoying too much as a detective... hahaha...

you know what, i think im turning out into a guy with so much energy and ideas but they dun materialise into anything because im just too bogged down by my work... hmm... i need to find a way out... I WANT TO SHINE... how ah??

anyway, I hope my cupcake really likes the suprises that i planned out lately... hehhee... I love you CUPCAKE!!!!