yes... finally, i had retail therapy....

all i did was visit 2 shops... G2000 and Crocodile... and i spent $150 for 2 tops and 2 pair of pants... best beb... it felt so good to buy things that are cheap when you least expect it... haha... i was so not expecting to buy anything... but what the hell, croc pants for $39??? it was a damn bloody good bargain right??? i didnt even think twice...

i really hope my thighs dont grow any bigger... im getting scared that i cant find pants to fit them... damn those esprits pants... nice but the thighs are so tight!!! so i couldnt buy them... damn you esprit pants... only for the skinny legged species... hmph...

i had a weird dream last night.... why did she appear in my dream asking for me back? hmmm... entahlah eh... only God knows..

anyway, i had been busy the whole week... been busy filling my time with friends and tuition... i guess we are all trying to spend as much time with each other as possible... cos all of us are splitting up and going separate ways come this july... haitz... wait till we chill again after we all get our job... haha...

alfian already had a place reserved for him at Keppel Fels... wowoweewaa... the SG economy is feeling the pinch now... i really hope we dont slide into a recession... not when i'm going to graduate pls... PLS SIA or STAero, call me up!!!!

its weird to have a student that is almost 10 yrs older than me... hehe... im tutoring him mechanics of Material... a part time poly student... he even treated me TEH, and drove me to the MRT... haha... im going to impart all the knowledge that i know... remember ppl, KNOWLEDGE is one thing that increases when we share it with others... Never be selfish when it comes to knowledge... unless, its business (which is a dog eat dog world)... haha...

im signing up for the national vertical marathon... with muffins, Amilin, Najib and Nas.... Team Event.... hopefully we complete it... maybe got chance... im going to draw up the training plan soon.. first training this monday.. (haitz, bigger thighs for all of us soon enough)... anyway, we're doing this so that, in the future, when we look back, we all have a story to tell.... im so going to miss school.... but what to do, just like everything, we all have to move forward.... soon i will be hurled into the working world... no longer thinking of studies... got to think of paying for the house, paying for the car, savings, got to think of marriage (when i do end up with someone lah)...

i had set a target... i want to own that VW Golf GT... no more Toyota Fortuner (Land Cruiser)... hahah... 1.4l engine, supercharger, turbocharger... wow... but for now, i'll just be contented with my dad's Red Honda Jazz...

i caught CloverField last night... 4 guys... Najib, Nas, Fahmi and Me... wow... Fahmi got motion sickness, Nas was using his hands to cover his face... Najib was too far away from me for me to observe his behaviour... haha... i was so on the edge of my seat... they told me it was a horror movie... and i got scared immediately... haha... i hate horror movie... fortunately, it was just action-packed... but damn bloody suspense... haha...

im going out this sunday!! yahoo... where should i go? maybe i'll just chill, but i feel like cycling... entahlah eh... oh well.... will decide 2moro then...

Sometimes I wonder if I should be looking for LOVE,
Or should I be Looking for the Patience to wait for LOVE to look for me....

Just wondering...

i finally confronted my fears...

i poured my heart out... and boy was i really nervous... so much thinking was done... it was time to just do it..

i had a truly stressful 24 hours... selection for the overseas competition during training... pouring my feelings out after that... and interview with ST Aero the day after... i was so scared on the outcome of things...

i got selected for University Malaya's silat competition... I found out that im just a Really good "girlfriend" (URGH!!!).... and i was asked if im open for a marketing post at ST Aero... haha...

oh well, 2 positive results out of 3 gives me a 66.6% success rate... hahah... (engineer talk here)....

anyway, just a brief update... im going to start clocking 14hrs per week doing this fyp... got abt 100 test shots to do... wowowweewah... haha... got to get my own ear plugs... its so noisy...

now, that the islamic new year is here... islamic resolution: pray 5 times a day religiously, pray for patience, sincerity and bright future... and of course pray for someone who is suitable for me to be my jodoh... haha (i think i sound desperate here)... oh well... More rezeki and to be given berkah for everything that i do... be it studies, work or giving back to the community...

Reflections of 2007

i did some reflections...

2007....

been a roller coaster ride... so many downs... so many mini ups... i guess im still learning more abt life.. learning more abt love... learning more abt myself...

i learnt that i think too much... maybe i should just jump the gun... just do it...

major breakup, messy rejection with so much drama... and now, stuck in a crossroad... best man wins right?....

thankfully my family and friends had been truly supportive... maybe i need to look deeper into myself... to be truly happy...

but one thing really made me happy... my results... for once, i can be truly proud of my results... 2 A+, 1 A-, 2 B+, 1 B and i C+..... yessa...

half the year i spent wallowing in my sorrows... half the year i spent searching for my own happiness... i wonder when i'll be truly happy...

my fitness got much better in 2007... got 2 medals... selected for the national team... passed my Physical Proficiency test for PE teacher... applied for ST aerospace...

not too bad... just one more missing element...

i wish to be a better person this 2008... im starting work this year... soon enough i'll be thrown into adulthood with financial power... soon enough...

i seek security when it comes to relationships... is it so hard to find it these days...

i plan to pray 5 times a day... to be close to God... to be less boistreous... to be less vulgar... to tone down abit... maybe then, things will turn out better for me...

i shall not look back anymore... instead i want to look forward... i pray that 2008 will be a better year for me... where i grow in patience, strength and resilience...