Feelings

Feelings, nothing more than feelings...

i wonder if ladies prefer a man who shuts up or someone who talks,
why do woman push away guys who share their feelings,
doesnt that create the intimacy that we all yearn for,
to know exactly what the other person is feeling,

i kind of feel lost,
i articulate and pen down my thoughts and emotions,
and all im getting is weird comments,
why? is it wrong?
Cant a guy be like this?

guys have feelings too,
and cant we shared and voice it out?
Its not my fault that most guys do not share what they feel,
neither is it my fault that I prefer to share.

I dun know...

I kind of feel empty inside me..
I reach the point where having feelings and emotions are wrong..
Why is it like that?
Humans are meant to communicate..

If i keep all my feelings in me,
then i might as well live like a hermit..
we are suppose to be here for each other,
not to criticize each other..

why is it so easy to get angry,
cos getting angry is just the esy way out of awkward situations,
when you dun know what to do, you get angry...
I safeguards you from all hurt cos you are in defensive mode..

But what is the point of getting angry when all you want is to connect,
wouldnt getting angry push the person away?

why is it that we only listen to a person only when he's angry..
it is just an effective way to get ppl to listen and think abt what youre saying?

What about a discussion?
Do ppl actually listen and think during a discussion?

Currently, im in a world full of landmines,
One wrong move and it will detonate..
And i have no idea where im going, let alone where the landmines are..
I need guidance, I need help...

Cos life is precious and I do not want to regret..

Many lives were lost at worklaces lately...
Personally I've seen a couple getting hurt at work..

These ppl, do they leave the world knowing that they had done all they could and saying all they wanted to their loved ones?
Or do they just leave the world just like that?

Im confused...

Just my feelings...