i was giving moral support to rizman and farah at the marina mandarin performance.. and we ended up eating at the 8 course dinner... hehe.. and a good time being a gate crasher... pls the pool was great... im going there with tembamz soon... 

my stiches... all 18 of them.. i was so scared when they removed my stiches... i felt like my balls were going up to my throat... 

another wig photos... 

hehe... me and uji wore wigs... so best... 

posing BackStreet Boys style... at the 8th floor of Coral Park hotel.. 

this is really funny... there is such an interesting signage at the Toll PLaza in KL... remember guys... Say NO to Porn... yeah right.... 

Uji and Raido said i looked like a girl here.. hmm.. whatever lah eh... i couldnt do a mohawk with only my left hand to wax the hair.. hence the new tomboy look... khekhe 

hehe... i manage to run away to KL the last weekend... i really neede to get out of the house.. thank you kakak and abg for making is possible... 9 days after my operation... 

the members who came down... Ashri, Shah and Idaly also came.. but i dun have their pic... thank you guys... 

the Fighters who came and visited me... thanks guys for the HUGE card... 

how i looked before my operation.. i was so scared... 

The hall se7en fellows... MElayu POWER... khekhe 

another posed picture.. point to note, we weren't sitting down... we had to really do a half squat... silat kept my legs strong.. despite the weak arm now... 

they posed to mock me... khekhe... guys, all right elbows pls bend 90 degree.. sgt broken elbow is here... 

there was a motorshow in school.. well a broken arm doesnt mean i cant be photogenic right.. khek.. me atop the harley... 

this cast is the one that prevented me from writing... so huge and heavy... and i thot my hand looked muscular... kikiki... 

my casted hand when i was staying in hall... i didnt know that i was a bad fracture... just a minor fracture.. as told by the A&E doctor.. 

The Tunnel seems brighter

things had gotten from really low to better now...

the few days after the operation was really painful...

the doc told me that there was 10-12 stiches...

the nite at the ward was really really painful..

i had to bear the pain in agony... couldnt find a comfortable position to sleep in.. tossing and turning... and every motion translate to more pain... i could feel the skin stretching the stiches with every motion...

and the morphine didnt worked... i still felt the pain..

the few day after that was the same... thanks guys for coming and visiting me... though my mom was so busy cooking... bone stick and all... too bad i didnt have any appetite...

thing are better now...

went to the hospital again for the wound dressing and physiotherapy...

i cant stand the sight of my stiches... yucks..

and therapy is the most difficult task ive ever encounter... i have to do a couple of hand and elbow motions... super difficult... capable of making me cry...

but i have to press on... i MUST recover...