The Tunnel seems brighter

things had gotten from really low to better now...

the few days after the operation was really painful...

the doc told me that there was 10-12 stiches...

the nite at the ward was really really painful..

i had to bear the pain in agony... couldnt find a comfortable position to sleep in.. tossing and turning... and every motion translate to more pain... i could feel the skin stretching the stiches with every motion...

and the morphine didnt worked... i still felt the pain..

the few day after that was the same... thanks guys for coming and visiting me... though my mom was so busy cooking... bone stick and all... too bad i didnt have any appetite...

thing are better now...

went to the hospital again for the wound dressing and physiotherapy...

i cant stand the sight of my stiches... yucks..

and therapy is the most difficult task ive ever encounter... i have to do a couple of hand and elbow motions... super difficult... capable of making me cry...

but i have to press on... i MUST recover...