wonderful time

finally after a long long wait for cupcake's exams to be over, we finally had the time to go out and enjoy each others company...

never would i actually imagine that i would be meeting her 4 times in a week... haha.. so best... now this is how i want to lead my life... hahah... to be pampered and showered with attention (as usual, Wan the attention seeker, hahaha)

anyway, im so down with flu... i couldnt stop sneezing... and i dragged myself to work... cos i think i had too high an MC rate... haha.. (it doesnt help that the environment here is really dirty, ppl get sick ok... )

i couldnt stop smiling... (sans the runny nose)... i dun know... i just cant describe the feeling of getting to meet her after such a long time being a way from her... hahaha

i felt that i was just back from studying overseas (4 years at Oxford) and she's just back from her stint in Dubai... hahahah... we just felt we were away from each other for so long... hahaha.. so happy!!!....

i finally had my birthday celebration at swensens last night... and guess what, the table next to mine actually paid for our expenses... serious beb!!! like wow right??? talk about affluence man... oh well... Many thanks to that family...

thankfully its a family...

I would feel weird if a guy is dun know actually paid for my meals... hahaha...

anyway, cupcake said i look like a playboy... hahah.. i dun know whether to take it good or bad... hahha... maybe pink shirt with rolled sleeves, jeans, Titus watch and orange underwear makes me look all PLAYBOY-ish... hahhaah...

oh well, i shall just take it as a compliment then... playboy or not, I am still HER playboy... hahahah...

so no mood to work... runny nose, sore throat, no appetite... after 30mins of chicken soup chatting, 10 mins in the toilet shitting, 30 mins of facebook-ing and 15 mins of blogging, i think its time to work..

urgh... so many mails to read... plus im skipping silat tonight.. runny nose told me not to run today.. the nose will do all the running.. yicks...

so apparently ppl know who cupcake is now... hahhaa... cannot secret-secret anymore... hahhaa..

my sweet love,

I think of you day and night,
I think of you before i sleep tight,
I know youre busying studyin',
In the mean time I Secretly yearn for your lovin',
a few more days before I get to meet my cupcake,
a few more days i have to bear with this dreadful heartache,
I miss my cupcake so much,
I daydream of her and her soft touch,
I want to tell you how much I love you,
If only I can put it in numbers to convince you,
You are all that I want and all that I need,
You are the girl that I really want to keep...

I miss you badly sweet love.. Cant wait for thursday..

haitz....

i miss my cupcake alot... i am feeling demoralised at work... i havent prayed zuhur yet... and i am planning my finances all the way till 2010...

all these make me feel so unmotivated...

had a meeting from 1015 till 1230... lucnh was supposed to be provided... cos it eats into our lunchtime (1200-1245).. and yet, no lunch was provided... by the time i got to the canteen, there was minisimal dish quantity(singular, not plural). to be eaten with rice... they could only charge me $1.40 for what i ordered... haitz.. what a way to demotivate a worker...

im looking at the daunting task of repaying all my loans.. thousands of dollars... so when is it that i'll drive my GTI.. haitz...

i dun know why im feeling so demoralised... must be the lack of food..

my handphone is malfunctioning.. cant charge it... i already feel so disconnected to the outside world... and with this malfunctioning phone, it is severing my only lifeline to the outside world..

yesterday was just like any other day... whats new right?? it had been like that all my life... no celebrations or anything... so boring like that...

ok lah... maybe i shall blog when im feeling better.. the ideas and thoughts do not flow fast and furious when im feeling like this... haitz..