depressed

how i wish i am more patient...

but i really could not stand it anymore..

i guess yesterday was the time i blew up..

i am feeling depressed..

all i wanted was my share..

and my share wasnt alot... but still, i was subjected to the same treatment on any other day..

i cant take it anymore..

i am no longer the interesting person... i am no longer the person that youre interested to apy attention to...

i am a boring person...

i am all that can make you sleep..

i really tried making things better.. but i guess, no one appreciates me now...

i think you want me to lead my life independently...

i feel not needed... i feel forgotten..

i no longer understand your situation...

cos you dont give me the part of you that i deserve..

i've never felt any lonelier..

i've never felt this rejected...

above all, i think you dun care anymore...

bored in school

hehehe...

im back...

had been so busy... 3 quizs in 2 weeks... that explains my absence from blogging...

anyway, what happened for the past 2 weeks?

well, i had a superb time with Tembamz 2 saturdays ago... at ECP... and the rain made things so romantic... plus the $30 lunch at Sakura... yum yum... tom yum, lemon chicken, hotplate beancurd, black pepper beef and another dish.. which i cant remember...

then sunday i head off to school.. to study for my fluids quiz... we gave up towards the end... to much to handle..

then after that, i had my heat transfer quiz...

i even have to wake up at 5.50am to study... thankfully, it helped...

and i spent last sturday eating pizza with tembamz at Tampines... khekhe..

overall performance: been a pig eating... cos fasting is inevitable... khekhekh

anyway, here i am in school now... alone and bored...

i choose to go to school on the break week.. cos i cant study at home...

but now i've got no momentum to study... no mood even...

watching a movie after buka later with ashri bear...

so so bored...

i miss tembamz...

even dreamt abt her just now.. hehehe...

bored in school

hehehe...

im back...

had been so busy... 3 quizs in 2 weeks... that explains my absence from blogging...

anyway, what happened for the past 2 weeks?

well, i had a superb time with Tembamz 2 saturdays ago... at ECP... and the rain made things so romantic... plus the $30 lunch at Sakura... yum yum... tom yum, lemon chicken, hotplate beancurd, black pepper beef and another dish.. which i cant remember...

then sunday i head off to school.. to study for my fluids quiz... we gave up towards the end... to much to handle..

then after that, i had my heat transfer quiz...

i even have to wake up at 5.50am to study... thankfully, it helped...

and i spent last sturday eating pizza with tembamz at Tampines... khekhe..

overall performance: been a pig eating... cos fasting is inevitable... khekhekh

anyway, here i am in school now... alone and bored...

i choose to go to school on the break week.. cos i cant study at home...

but now i've got no momentum to study... no mood even...

watching a movie after buka later with ashri bear...

so so bored...

i miss tembamz...

even dreamt abt her just now.. hehehe...

oh yes....

finally i get to log on the the blogger...

yum yum...

anyway, two weeks is a long time not to blog lah...

but its not my fault.. i was busy the first week and i couldnt log on the second week...

anyway, i ws busy with my quiz and all...

fucking quiz... i did my tutorials twice... to be prepared for this quiz...

and when i sat for the quiz, i got stuck...

bloody hell... i was solving the 3 simultaneous equations.. and i ended up with 0 = 0...

and the rest of the question were related to this one...

damn... there goes my quiz...

i was cranky, no thanks to the quiz... but at least i get to go for training and let go of all my emotions...

the training really left me stupid...

and yes oh yes... im glad to say that i lost 2 kg over 1 month...

yessa...

all that 2.4km before training is going my ass and flabs good...

kehkheke...

im busy doing my lab report now...

truly feel like an engineer... recommending my lecturer that this and this is the best...

yes yes...

cant wait to get it over and done with...

this saturday will be my last outing my tembamz before Puasa...

we decided not to go out during the fasting month...

it will be tough, but it will be for our own good...

remember, physical and spiritually cleansing is the main aim..

but for now, hehehe, not yet fasting month right?

game plan: go for the kill and devour the prey... yum yum...

watch out Tembamz... Horny boyfriend syndrome...

will be missing the Silat Team Karang Guni session this sat...

all the best in fund raising eh you all...

i shitted at the same toilet bowl that i broke some weeks ago...

and wow, they had replaced it... hehehe... those librarians are really prompt when it comes to reporting faults... khekhe...

thanks to me, NTU's LWN Library has a new toilet seat. (significant LOOK)

i was eating alone again just now, and being bored, i couldnt help but come up with juicy stories abt the people eating around me...

hekhekhe... todays meal theme was sex in the cafe... khekhkeh...

im horny... horny, horny, horny....