Saturday, September 30, 2006

depressed

how i wish i am more patient...

but i really could not stand it anymore..

i guess yesterday was the time i blew up..

i am feeling depressed..

all i wanted was my share..

and my share wasnt alot... but still, i was subjected to the same treatment on any other day..

i cant take it anymore..

i am no longer the interesting person... i am no longer the person that youre interested to apy attention to...

i am a boring person...

i am all that can make you sleep..

i really tried making things better.. but i guess, no one appreciates me now...

i think you want me to lead my life independently...

i feel not needed... i feel forgotten..

i no longer understand your situation...

cos you dont give me the part of you that i deserve..

i've never felt any lonelier..

i've never felt this rejected...

above all, i think you dun care anymore...

7 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hope everything will be fine for you soon... take this as a test and stay positive k...

not good tau asik depressed aje... hee... cheer up aight..

:)
aida

6:31 PM  
Blogger Boltzmann said...

thanks aida... we will settle our problem and sort things out eventually...

7:37 PM  
Blogger Boltzmann said...

thanks capone... i appreciate the advice... but sometimes, there is a limit to how much you can bear... im trying to work this out together..

11:15 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hello...

Smile yah? And you're a v sweet guy... and no, nice guys dun finish last... :P take care yah?

10:28 AM  
Blogger Boltzmann said...

thank you anonymous

9:56 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

sabar wan.. im also undergoing a lotta stress tau.. torn between 2... sigh.. insyaAllah.. god will show the way.. haiZzZz

6:33 PM  
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4:15 PM  

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