haha...

i had a great motivational booster on monday *cheeky grin*...

after a sad rainy and lonely sunday in school...

i bought a hugo boss perfume and finally the creative itrigue 3800...

Superb sound system... me and nas were so topless dancing to reggae at the fifth floor at hall 7... haha...

cant wait to have a party in the room...

will be running alone tonight... oh man... looks like its just me and the wild boars... haha.. hope they are responsive to my small talks.. hahha...

my project had reached a dead end... the part are not ready yet... the tungsten powder ran out too... i was busy looking up the yellow pages to look for companies that sell tungsten powder... haha... i sound so like a researcher..

" hi, good afternoon... Im Ridzwan calling from NTU. Would like to enquire if your company sells tungsten powder that are spherical and 1.2micrometer in diameter?"

"sorry ah... no have... sorry.."

khekhekhe... whatever lah... why cant the sales ppl sound more professional.. i can do a better job than them... maybe they are demoralised lah... or maybe they hate their job... haha.. God knows lah eh... i hope i dun end up like them... pls no...

was going to sleep early last night after my training... but got a call from najib while i was bathing... he wanted to eat nasi lemak... haha... and we went there with the queue all the way to the roadside... unbelievable... and they increase the price now... luckily i didnt eat... i had enough food last night, ate .5 hours before training....

you wouldnt believe how much i ate... $9 worth of indian rojak, a mutton chop and teh tarik gajah... wow wow wee wah... and i so wanted to vomit during training... pukes....

anyway, back to last night's late dinner, we meet more NTU ppl there... Reza Boon and Alex... we talked abt CPF, Housing Application and all... wow... the topics of discussion had certainly changed for all of us... like it or not, we need to think far... Private sector gives us more CPF... Civil Service gives us greater stability...

but what i need now is companionship... haha.. i dun know how long i'll last like this... khekhekhe... die die die...

going to donate blood this fri... yessa... finally, after kena rejected last week for consuming antibiotics... rejection upon rejection...

its the do or die period for my report making now... i'll give myself 6 hours to complete 10 pages... i need this thing off my chest man...

should i or shouldnt i ask her...... i hate my over-analyzing mind...

I turning out to be a narcissist beb... damn... narcissist, voyeur and stalker... haha... oklah, not a stalker... but an opportunistic voyeur...