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Exams are finally OVER!!!

yessa... yahoo!!!!.... finally i get to wake up late and enjoy the sun shining on my face... here the birds chirp.. and be all chirpy in the morning...

its time to get buff... so much physical activities coming up... swimming, JOGGING, silat...

Yesterday was my first experience of physical pain and orgasm... haha...

Woke up late at abt ten i think, did the usual pushups and sit ups...

sring cleaning the room, of course, the room wa so dusty and there was so much hair on the floor..

i dun they are my hair... i cant be sheding that much hair right...

Anyways, after sweeping and mopping the room twice... its finally spick and span... yessa...

nothing beats a cleaning room that smells good... haha...

bought the aromatheraphy thing from AmbiPur...

I love the smell... makes me feeling2...

yeap, then then we were off to the swimming pool... i think i did slightly more than 10 laps and i was like so tally shagged...

the Hall 7 ppl had dinner at MAKAN SHIOK.. and then i manage to sleep awhile... i was so so tired...

And then its off for JOGGING... Yessa!!!!

ran so much, that my legs felt like jelly... but yah, it was a fruitful training session... i ended up walking cos my legs couldnt take it anymore...

how like that? IPPT in 7 days time... i dun think i can get gold or even silver this time round... maybe i will have to be contented with a bronze... haha... $100 only... but cannot lah, the problem would be the 2.4KM... everything else are A OK... haitz... need to work out more..

Psst... somebody notices that i look more buff now... haha... so paiseh... i think i blushed... hahah... thank you Pushups and situps... but i still need to get rid of the flab... the persistent flab.. GO AWAY FLAB...

i dun have plans this weekend.. i dun know... maybe i need to go out... its the holidays anyway... must go out lah... need socks, underwear, pants, shoes and CREATIVE SPEAKERS... Speakers maketh a man... i need that heart thumping bass to make me dance and groove (usually im out of beat)... yah but what the heck... dance ajelah...

im so happy that the exams are over... so so best the feeling... i had been couped up in that labyrinth of rooms and passageways... haha... 2 months beb.. in there... like jail... we all got crazy from all that studying... from the Fluids Boot Camp to the Cher-Koom (sound and action of the aero piston engine) to the Ulnar deviation when there's excessive use of keyboard (human factors in design) to the fries making machine of Design module to the "fat-tig-ge" (fatigue as pronounced by our mechanics of aero material lecturer)... haha... so much memories...

i should be doing my Final Year Project(FYP) now, but so much inertia lah... lazy siak... haha.. got training later... yahoo!!! cant wait to be punished, to be all cursing and pushing each other's limit...

Kotake had been giving me love songs... making me feeling all lovey dovey now... to bad, no one to share these lonely lovey dovey feelings with... haha.. i sound like such a loser.. oh well... life does make me feel humble or rather it forces me to feel humble... i need to appreciate what i have... no point always wanting more but you neglect what you have...

i think first of all i need to tackle the issue of insecurity... i always feel insecure... i dun know... currently reading a book by Dr Barbara DeAngelis... "what women want Men to know"... i read it twice before... its time i read again... maybe there was something that i had missed... got to learn why my relationship failed... i dun want the next girl to feel like crap...

im going to treat her like a princess... alah, i think relationships is all abt giving and receiving... cant just be giving all the time... haha... now i sound like some kind of LOVE doctor... as IF? how to be love doctor if the doctor had a failed relationship... haha.. oklah enough of love for now...

went to school doctor yesterday... for my cough... been bad lately... doc said i've been drinking too much coffee and been eating chocolate.. haha.. no more BEn and Jerry's lah for now...

So its just juice and bird food for now... haha.. as advised by a fellow bird food eater... haha...

oh anyway, back to the doctor story, he gave me medication... most expensive meds so far.. $16... most of the meds are to be taken 2 at a time... so i ate everything in 2s... then i realise this morning that the antibiotic is actually taken one tablet a time... i was like WOW... and i already swallowed 4 yesterday.... oh well, nothing much that i can do about the pills... hahah... dumb ass.. should have read the instructions...

oklah... im going to pretend to read the previous FYPs.... got to do my literature review... interim report is due this fri... oh man, i dun think i'll complete it in time... PLS PROF... I NEED MORE TIME... NO TIME NO TIME... hahaha...

maybe i should ask someone out this weekend... i dun know... been out of luck with love lately... haha.. i can only laugh now... so jaded lah... sad also cant change the past right... back to my sentimental love songs...

"looking out of the window in my clean room while listening to Elvis Presley 'YOu are always on my Mind'... maybe a hot milo would be great... the strong wind... making me feeling all sentimental"

"hopefully the sun will shine for this stormy period part of my life, soon enough"