Exams...

My second last hurdle...
Exams... we cant live without them..
neither can we live with them...
year 4 had been really hectic so far...
lots of assignments...
and exams are always essential to test the true blue Engineer..
how an engineer deals with stress...
how to overcome all difficulties...
2 exams today...
Aircraft Propulsion... and Mind Over stress...
I didnt emerge out of the exam hall too happy today...
felt shitty...
And year 4 is the time to get all my As...
*groan*
been feeling down...
maybe its exam fever...
maybe its the heart matters....
maybe lah... ever so maybe...

i am a type A personality...
and after reading Mind Over Stress, i find out that
I actually have alot of weaknesses...
I want to find spiritual health..
i want to achieve calmness...
I do not want to lose my friends...
I need to treat others better...
more importantly, i want to be happy...
cos all these while, i feel that im underachieving...
i dun know...
am i the unappreciative sort???

feeling down...
Bad cough... Lethagic... Mentally Drained...
lots of materials more to cover...
Fluids... Design.. HUman Factors... Aero Materials...
my oh my....

I want to do good after exams...
I want to read more self improvement books...
I want to know more abt how to improve myself...

Missed SIA and PSA applications...
Why??? things just seem not to go my way lately...
maybe i need to slow down and think abt what i have...
Have i been neglecting others...
Or have others been neglecting me...

Got to get back to studying...
Been emotional lately...