been some time since i blogged... i was at the lowest point in my life back then.. it had been a difficult phase... but life needs to go on... i cant be stuck in that depressed state all my life... i want to live my life, look forward to other things in life and i want to focus on my studies.. my family and friends had done all they could... but i figured, to start picking up my pieces, it needs to start from within... i had kept quiet for so long... pondering how i could have improved myself better.. i looked for my flaws... i think abt how i be a better person... a better partner... and ultimately, possess the best qualities of a husband and father...
one thing i've learnt is that communication is the key to a happy and fulfilling relationship.. i see it as one of my flaws... maybe i was too comfortable in the relationship... or maybe i was getting complacent... but then again... i was very sure, i tried everything to make the relationship work..
haha... i cant believe all these could actually happen to me... i was really humbled... by God and His ways...
Lesson : in life, you never see the finished product. life itself is the ongoing process... my pursue for a degree, my pursue for a job, my pursue for a family.... at anytime in life, we work for something...
Thankfully, things are starting to get better now... how low should i go? I had found the rhythm to study again... my grades had suffered... but im not going to let these matters affect my future again...
love hurts... but yeah, worrying abt the past does not make me feel any better right... i look forward now... looking back gives me nothing but depression... i am more in control of myself and my feelings... i had been strong in facing my problems... i deserve to lead a better life...
pouring my heart out...
one thing i've learnt is that communication is the key to a happy and fulfilling relationship.. i see it as one of my flaws... maybe i was too comfortable in the relationship... or maybe i was getting complacent... but then again... i was very sure, i tried everything to make the relationship work..
haha... i cant believe all these could actually happen to me... i was really humbled... by God and His ways...
Lesson : in life, you never see the finished product. life itself is the ongoing process... my pursue for a degree, my pursue for a job, my pursue for a family.... at anytime in life, we work for something...
Thankfully, things are starting to get better now... how low should i go? I had found the rhythm to study again... my grades had suffered... but im not going to let these matters affect my future again...
love hurts... but yeah, worrying abt the past does not make me feel any better right... i look forward now... looking back gives me nothing but depression... i am more in control of myself and my feelings... i had been strong in facing my problems... i deserve to lead a better life...
pouring my heart out...
posted by Boltzmann at 8:37 PM
3 Comments:
I'm happy for you. When one door closes on you, another door will open up. And sometimes we go through many doors before we find true happiness. And i believe you are on your way to achieve that. You will. Insyallah. God Bless.
Glad that you had some points knocked on your head. But remember, the points can be valid today but may not be for tomorrow nor yesterday.
For the little time that I have for you and vice versa, if I had not done enough or if you need more, tell me.
Carpe diem...
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