my fucking worries....

what the hell... the days had been getting better... but one thing is still on my mind... its about my anus and its shits....

fuck man... im been shitting blood lately... i was so fucking worried when i first saw it... could it be my piles coming back again??? but cannot be... cos my stool is not hard... and i have no problem shitting... no need to force my shit out... they just gladfully glide out of my rectum... it is so easy shitting...

but now there is blood... i dont know why... i dont feel pain when i shit... so cannot be an abrasion on the skin of my anus...

and i have no constipation...

i dun know... most of my friends, my parents too, say that my body is heaty... what the hell... and so i downed 2 cans of JIA JIA HERBAL TEA... fuck... that shit really tastes like shit... well, i cant complain much if my shit has blood right... i know this jia jia herbal shit will lower the heatiness of my body...

it really feels weird when you shit and you see blood... i kind of feel like a woman... like a virgin first time menses thing going on... hahaha... but its not that funny when i went through it on early thursday morning... about 2am...

i felt so dun know how to feel lah... haiyah...

i hope this blood thing goes away...

bye bye blood in my shit....


anyway let me quote a few words from my friend i met on the way home....

"
if one girlfriend give you problem, then you find another girlfriend.
if both girlfriends give you problems, then find a third one.
if the 3 of them give you problems, then go find a fouth one.
if all give problem, then break up with all of them, then find another 4 girlfriends....
"

khekhehke... he's really playing with fire... but we broke into a jovial laugh... khekhehke... its just funny... one girlfriend already cannot handle... how to go for 4 at one go??? crazy bastard... khekhekhe