Thursday, August 18, 2005

fucking moody...

what a fucking fuctup day i had... bloody hell... im so frustrated at myself... i did NOTHING today...

i already have so many things to do... and so little time for everyhing... and yet... i still didnt get to do anything today... haiyah... i feel so fucking fuctup... like my life is in a fucking mess... im so fucking overwhelmed... fucking hell.. i need a fucking break... but i cant... cos everything is urgent...

im going to have my maths 4 quiz on monday... on laplace... fuck... and im so fucking lost in it... i need to really mug this fucking weekend... and having my performance trainings 2moro and my cousin's engagement on saturday will not be much help too... fucking hell... on top of that i still have my tuition on saturday and sunday...

and today i spent the whole day having a meal at NIE and helping Tembamz out with her Poshie... so frustrating... i know how she feel... maybei felt even worse when i couldnt get into the network... she looks so composed... but she was really taking her time... not her fault... everything else fuckes up my day... at least i get to check her out in the red dress (fabulous)....

i wanted to do my Manufacturing tutorial... but got no time for that... then i was time to go JP to buy the uniform for this new member... fucking hell... i only had time for that...not even time to do anything else... then, its time for the performance training at six... so tired, so moody, so frustrated...

i didnt have enough sleep cos of the bllody johor trip last night... cos of that i miss my thermo lecture... fucking hell... what the fuck am i doing with my fucking life... i feel as though i am fucking slacking... i really need to study... really really need to...

the chairperson thing is also not doing much help... so many things to think about and worry... we almost had no training ground today... no thanks to SRC fucking up our training.. bloody hell... how the fuck do they expect us to train 30 members within the space of 2 table tennis tables... fucking no brains...

haiyah... what a bloody fucking fuctup day...

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