finally... i have the energy to blog...
fuctup... life lately had been so busy... that i felt as though im such a busy man... khekhe... whatever lah... but what im trying to convey here is that i've been fucking busy lately... and also in a very vulgar mood too... as usual...
ok ok.. so, now i've reached a higher stage of blogging... i can no longer just regugitate ( i think thats how its spelt) whatever happened during my day... cos that like some weaklings "dear Diary" fuck.. instead now, i wanna include ideas... like what i feel about the Police driving the WRX (Unfair)... and how affordable it is for me to either stay in a hostel or drive to school... anything to that extend lah...
cos now i will be busy with school... and school will occupy, 5 days of a week... thats like, let me calculate with the calculator now.... an astonishing 71.43% of my life... and it will take up 90% of my life soon when the exams are in a month's time... fuck... but what the heck... i miss studying... and to think about it, i only have 3 more years to fucking enjoy my life as a studying adult.... after that i will be a working adult... i must wreak havoc... as much as possible...
so when i look back into my past, i feel happy that i had done such crude things that only a youngster can do... like, smoking plain paper with seaweed and some tiger balm in it... ( hahah... that was some good shit... really made us tear in the eyes... and Alfonso still thinks its really weed that we were doing... khekhe... poor alfonso )
3 more years to be a full blown student... oh man... i must reach student maturity soon... if not, it will be too late!!! fffffffuuuuuucccccccckkkkkkk..... khekhekhke
the swensen's dinner on friday was great... i ate the mouth watering topless 5 again... khkehkhe... and on saturday, i drove my mum and sis around town... fetched lutfi from school... i feel so like an uncle... fuck man... fetching him from school... all the other parents were looking at me like they are so suprised... like they cant believe there would be such a young parent sending his child to a play school at the esplanade... fuck lah... its my niece... NOT MY SON...
that night, i had a kenduri arwah for the late Tok Mat...
yesterday was the kenduri arwah for arwah Atok... 100 days... i was so tired cos we were very busy... thankfully, i had brought up and guided my younger cousins the duties of such an event... now i merely supervises and do some duties myself... like carrying the furniture, laying the carpes, vacuuming, mopping, making the drinks, entertaining the guests... all that... i learned it the hard way... by being scolded by the others... hahaha... now i scold the youngsters... let them learn the hard way too... kikiki...
anyway, another relative passed away yesterday... my father's cousin... and our family was clse to theirs... so sad... he was only 57.. and ex-marine police... so many ampai in my family... well i went to the cemetery today... for the burial.. evrything was so sad..his two sons and son in law was doing the burying ritual... i felt so ill prepared should any one of my parents pass away so abruptly... now, its just a matter of time before another one of us passes away... whether we want it or not... or when we're ready or not... life has to go on... may his soul rest in peace...
and may i fulfill what my father had requested on his death.... to lead the last prayer...
ok ok.. so, now i've reached a higher stage of blogging... i can no longer just regugitate ( i think thats how its spelt) whatever happened during my day... cos that like some weaklings "dear Diary" fuck.. instead now, i wanna include ideas... like what i feel about the Police driving the WRX (Unfair)... and how affordable it is for me to either stay in a hostel or drive to school... anything to that extend lah...
cos now i will be busy with school... and school will occupy, 5 days of a week... thats like, let me calculate with the calculator now.... an astonishing 71.43% of my life... and it will take up 90% of my life soon when the exams are in a month's time... fuck... but what the heck... i miss studying... and to think about it, i only have 3 more years to fucking enjoy my life as a studying adult.... after that i will be a working adult... i must wreak havoc... as much as possible...
so when i look back into my past, i feel happy that i had done such crude things that only a youngster can do... like, smoking plain paper with seaweed and some tiger balm in it... ( hahah... that was some good shit... really made us tear in the eyes... and Alfonso still thinks its really weed that we were doing... khekhe... poor alfonso )
3 more years to be a full blown student... oh man... i must reach student maturity soon... if not, it will be too late!!! fffffffuuuuuucccccccckkkkkkk..... khekhekhke
the swensen's dinner on friday was great... i ate the mouth watering topless 5 again... khkehkhe... and on saturday, i drove my mum and sis around town... fetched lutfi from school... i feel so like an uncle... fuck man... fetching him from school... all the other parents were looking at me like they are so suprised... like they cant believe there would be such a young parent sending his child to a play school at the esplanade... fuck lah... its my niece... NOT MY SON...
that night, i had a kenduri arwah for the late Tok Mat...
yesterday was the kenduri arwah for arwah Atok... 100 days... i was so tired cos we were very busy... thankfully, i had brought up and guided my younger cousins the duties of such an event... now i merely supervises and do some duties myself... like carrying the furniture, laying the carpes, vacuuming, mopping, making the drinks, entertaining the guests... all that... i learned it the hard way... by being scolded by the others... hahaha... now i scold the youngsters... let them learn the hard way too... kikiki...
anyway, another relative passed away yesterday... my father's cousin... and our family was clse to theirs... so sad... he was only 57.. and ex-marine police... so many ampai in my family... well i went to the cemetery today... for the burial.. evrything was so sad..his two sons and son in law was doing the burying ritual... i felt so ill prepared should any one of my parents pass away so abruptly... now, its just a matter of time before another one of us passes away... whether we want it or not... or when we're ready or not... life has to go on... may his soul rest in peace...
and may i fulfill what my father had requested on his death.... to lead the last prayer...
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