another fuctup time...

my dearest apologies for forgetting what i said... and this is really my sincerest feeling....

sometimes it matters to be absolutely clear in what we say... cos sometimes what we say does not state clearly what our heart once... what we say will be interpreted differently by the person who hears it... cos he literally reads the meanings of the words uttered...

we should really make an effort to say clearly what we want... instead of ambiguous words... cos we know that if he didnt do as we think he might, then we will feel hurt...

its being in a junction of many roads... when all you need is just one light to show the right road... but instead there are many lights showing many roads... and you know that there is only one right road... if youre not careful and take the wrong road, then misunderstandings will happen...

what the fuck...

i had an argument today... i was at fault... cos i did not remember saying a phase... but however, due to this fault of mine, i became stuck in a dilemma... i can neither go right or go left... i do not know what to do...

my plan now is to just go ahead.. and give a suprise... hehe.. i already have something up my sleeve now... maybe that will make things better... i hope...