ok... so she got a blog now...

Fuck man... really fuctup.... we had a blog and she was so free to write in... ans now she has a blog on her own... man.. sometimes these girls just do not appreciate or understand what is the situation that had been set by their loved ones... haiyah.. and i just read it... she's complaing that guys dun understand abut pms... i mean, y the fuck would we understand... we dont go through it... and when we try being there for the lady, we become so vulnerable.. everything we do is wrong... everthing we dont do is also wrong...

i didnt want to go into the cave... im forced to.. by her.. and you know how you're not suppose to peek in... i just makes the process longer... i was getting better when i had the morning and afternoon alone... though sad... but i was getting better... and she has to sms me... kind of break my momentum... kind of pull me back to my old self.. the troubled person... fuck man... i did let go some stress during my silat training just now.. i felt that i should not treat her this way.. but this feeling came only when i felt better for myself...

and so i msg her that i want to talk to her... maybe over msn... and i switch on my msn and saw her blog... telling the whole world... i can so forsee that this might be an issue later on...

anyway training was kind of tough just now... my legs kind of hurt.. and so are the rest of my body... sapuan depan.. sapuan belakang... and duckwalks, frog jumps, starjumps, sprinting... haiyah... come to think of it.. not bad ah my training.. boleh tahan teruk jugak eh... did some tapping... and man, that nasir guy can really kick... sakit nak mampos my elbow nie... kena ketisan maut nasir... i call him CERTAIN DEATH... hemay not be good, but he sure can hurt... (somebody is gonna get hurt).... haha


ana kena tubuk on the lips... by farah.. hahah... i cant believe she cried... i thought she tough... so maybe not.. well the route to being good was never claimed easy and painless...

i need to get a new set of uniform... the one i have now.. is really fucking smelly.. well it will scared away my opponents.. but come on man.. i stink like fuck... khkehkeh... oh man.. got a silat camp on mon.. haiyah... mati habis dok... no chance to curik tulang.. haiyah what to do... you want to be good, then you have to train like a crazy fucker...

ok.. my time to speak to this lady is really drawing near.. i feel like im going to war... nevermind lah... the great sex after war is always fulfilling... hehe... orietz.. till there's peace on earth.. fuck everyone man...